Feeling like shit again

[Funky]

My girlfriend dumped me two weeks ago, and I thinks it's for good now. I spent almost two years of my life with that girl and I feel like shit. I was feeling more distant before she left me, and when she actually did I didn't care because I knew her and I knew she will take me back once my "being alone" trip will be done. But I made a huge mistake with my best friend and we ended up kissing eachoter, it came to my ex ears and since then she no longers wants me. That's when it did really affect me and I cried like I never did, almost killed myself too. Right now it doesn't affect me much, but the fact she's getting closer to another boys really bugs me and makes me really mad. When I see her with him I just end up punching a wall and starting calling her a bitch (which I regret few hours later). This behavior makes her loving me less and less because yeah she still loves me, she only realised she wasn't THAT happy with me. Anyways I just felt like sharing this to you guys because I feel like it's the only place I want to talk about my shitty life.

Also I figured out I was bipolar the hard way, I'm going to see a psychiatrist even tho I'm 100% sure I am.


/end depression

[Insanctified]

I love you


~Insanctified

[Shmoo]

I'll go to French Canadian land and have sex with you in a bathroom if you want

[johnma]

Originally Posted by Shmoo

I'll go to French Canadian land and have sex with you in a bathroom if you want

the man said bipolar not bisexual

[Hadriel]

Originally Posted by johnma

the man said bipolar not bisexual

What's your point ?

[Outlaw]

ill beat him up for you funky! don't be sad

and don't worry, your hormones just going crazy, you'll get over it eventually.

[FWI]

Originally Posted by Funky

My girlfriend dumped me two weeks ago, and I thinks it's for good now. I spent almost two years of my life with that girl and I feel like shit. I was feeling more distant before she left me, and when she actually did I didn't care because I knew her and I knew she will take me back once my "being alone" trip will be done. But I made a huge mistake with my best friend and we ended up kissing eachoter, it came to my ex ears and since then she no longers wants me. That's when it did really affect me and I cried like I never did, almost killed myself too. Right now it doesn't affect me much, but the fact she's getting closer to another boys really bugs me and makes me really mad. When I see her with him I just end up punching a wall and starting calling her a bitch (which I regret few hours later). This behavior makes her loving me less and less because yeah she still loves me, she only realised she wasn't THAT happy with me. Anyways I just felt like sharing this to you guys because I feel like it's the only place I want to talk about my shitty life.

Also I figured out I was bipolar the hard way, I'm going to see a psychiatrist even tho I'm 100% sure I am.


/end depression

When you get out of this you will look back and wonder why you let it get to you so much. Right now you feel like she was never really "THAT" happy with you, and later on (when you get an outside perspective) you will feel the same way about her.

I know it feels like the end of the world, especially when you invest two years into a relationship only for it to fall apart. I'm in a relationship right now that passed the two year mark in January, and it would be devastating if we broke up. It's extremely hard to, but you have to focus on how you have grown as a person while being with her. If you can't find any growth, then celebrate the fact she's gone, because she was holding you back. Regardless, it's a win.

It is helpful that you are going to get potentially diagnosed, as if you are truly bipolar you can receive information to recognize how to see an episode coming, so that you can prevent yourself from letting it control you as much as it can.

More than anything man, it's not worth ending your life over. I'm not minimizing your feelings or saying that it isn't extremely difficult, but there is so much more ahead of you to live for, even if you can't see it right now.

[Funky]

Originally Posted by FWI

When you get out of this you will look back and wonder why you let it get to you so much. Right now you feel like she was never really "THAT" happy with you, and later on (when you get an outside perspective) you will feel the same way about her.

I know it feels like the end of the world, especially when you invest two years into a relationship only for it to fall apart. I'm in a relationship right now that passed the two year mark in January, and it would be devastating if we broke up. It's extremely hard to, but you have to focus on how you have grown as a person while being with her. If you can't find any growth, then celebrate the fact she's gone, because she was holding you back. Regardless, it's a win.

It is helpful that you are going to get potentially diagnosed, as if you are truly bipolar you can receive information to recognize how to see an episode coming, so that you can prevent yourself from letting it control you as much as it can.

More than anything man, it's not worth ending your life over. I'm not minimizing your feelings or saying that it isn't extremely difficult, but there is so much more ahead of you to live for, even if you can't see it right now.

Thanks FWI. That actually helped me alot. But one thing is, I don't care THAT MUCH she left me because I do feel better/free etc. but I'm still possessive about her and don't like seeing her having fun with other boys, like when we were in couple. I get REALLY but REALLY mad when I see her with him and that makes me insulting her, but regretting it after...

[Drizzt]

Funky, I'm telling this to you as your friend.

Kill yourself. The pain will only become worse over time.











Now to the serious part.

I DID tell you this would happen. You kissed that other girl and you already made it very clear that you were no longer liking your current girlfriend. You're jealous, but just let it go. If you played your cards right, you should have another girlfriend already who is apparently hotter than the last - and that's the most important thing.

But, you're 16. You're in High School. This is normal. Don't fret over it so much, it's just the growing proccess. In a few years, you'll undoubtedly never see any of your friends or love interests, and if you do then you really have attachment issues.

Chances are very, very low that you're bipolar, especially if it was just a self-diagnosis. Being angry and punching a wall and then regretting it later does not make you bipolar. Bipolar is a much more complex defunct than the raging hormones of angsty teenages.

[Funky]

Originally Posted by Drizzt

Funky, I'm telling this to you as your friend.

Kill yourself. The pain will only become worse over time.











Now to the serious part.

I DID tell you this would happen. You kissed that other girl and you already made it very clear that you were no longer liking your current girlfriend. You're jealous, but just let it go. If you played your cards right, you should have another girlfriend already who is apparently hotter than the last - and that's the most important thing.

But, you're 16. You're in High School. This is normal. Don't fret over it so much, it's just the growing proccess. In a few years, you'll undoubtedly never see any of your friends or love interests, and if you do then you really have attachment issues.

Chances are very, very low that you're bipolar, especially if it was just a self-diagnosis. Being angry and punching a wall and then regretting it later does not make you bipolar. Bipolar is a much more complex defunct than the raging hormones of angsty teenages.

Well not only I kissed an another girl but i fucked her. Back on topic, friends arw girlfriens are not my main issue right now, i don't love her anymore and i want some physicals relation for now. I just don't know why I'm still very attached to her and that jealous about her.
Also, I did not get much into why I think Im bipolar and I guess i'll explain. First, I'm always either really happy for no reasons or mad for no reasons. Sometimes I just hate everybody and sometimes I just enjoy everything. I also involve myself into big projects, but always end up changing my mind and saying it's ridiculous. Right now I want yo become a medecin, how dumb does that sound haha. Anyways don't have much time I'm in class and I gotta do some work...

[Jel251]

Funky. I just wanted to add. EVERYBODY goes through this. everybody. i just got out of a similar relationship 4 months ago..it was hard. but im happy as hell now. i got girls all over me..and i can choose from them.

trust me. i know you feel like she was perfect for you, and that youll never find anyone better. but you will man. you just need to try and let it go. be with friends. workout do shit. be active stop thinking about her. who cares if shes with someone else...that inevitable. just stop thinking about it.

if you try and let her go..she will try to contact you again..but from my experience just ignore everything...if you ever go back itll never the same as that first time you were with her. youll just end up fighting and this pain will come back again..just move on bro. and calm down

[Riku]

Yeahh thats how it is for me too.
I get pissed when I see her talking to this one guy and going places with him..
Makes me wanna break shit.

But you gotta stay calm because like you did, I said something stupid and ruined my chances completely.

[Cloudfire]

Try not to dwell on it.

I know i did/am, and it hasn't made the past 4 months easy. Not to mention one of my friends looks like he's lining her up. But anyway, get out, meet new people, and hopefully you can move on. You may find it beneficial to go cold turkey for a while - ie. avoid her. The more she's still in your life the harder it will be to get over it.


I know how you feel - all I can say is good luck, and I hope you deal with it better than I am.

[Jel251]

Like i said everyone has been through this...dont think its the end of the world

[Drizzt]

It's the end of the world. Kill yourself, quickly, and make her regret ever having dumped you!

[Zerrin]

Originally Posted by Drizzt

It's the end of the world. Kill yourself, quickly, and make her regret ever having dumped you!

Indeed.

Funky do as Drizzt says but first you have to call her crying like a bitch mumble shit as if you are trying to talk and when shes like, "What? I can't understand you!" be like, "I'M KILLING MYSELF! I HOPE YOU AND YOUR BOYFRIEND ARE HAPPY TOGETHER!!!" then hang up.

Props to you if you actually prank her like that and tell your parents you're not serious. That way you don't get a worried ex calling your parents and telling them of your fake suicide.

[Funky]

Originally Posted by Cloudfire

Try not to dwell on it.

I know i did/am, and it hasn't made the past 4 months easy. Not to mention one of my friends looks like he's lining her up. But anyway, get out, meet new people, and hopefully you can move on. You may find it beneficial to go cold turkey for a while - ie. avoid her. The more she's still in your life the harder it will be to get over it.


I know how you feel - all I can say is good luck, and I hope you deal with it better than I am.

You can't even do that with this website, lol.

[Templar]

So wait...

You're upset that your girlfriend broke up with you, even though you've been fucking some other broad who is apparently hotter and better?

I fail to see the problem here.

[Funky]

Originally Posted by Templar

So wait...

You're upset that your girlfriend broke up with you, even though you've been fucking some other broad who is apparently hotter and better?

I fail to see the problem here.

Kinda still attached to her...

[Templar]

Attach yourself to the new girl...

And by that, I mean her vag...

Just sayin...